Both me and my “Scully” have been abducted several times during our childhood, been through all kind of events regarding UFO´s aliens and the paranormal. It is no mere coincidence that we get to see and record such a vast amount of UFO´s we have been chosen by them, and it is all part of a major agenda (one which i am uncertain of yet) But i do got my theories about it.
The alien beings doing this to us seems to be more discrete in targeting my partner in a obvious manner, they are more sublime when it comes to her. With me they are however more open to torment me, by giving me sleep paralysis and interfering in my lucid dreams.
It may be because i am a “man” and i can serve a possible patriarchal agenda of some sort, if they are thinking of using me as a puppet that is.. But they will not! I can´t be controlled and they know this.. They have tried many times during my whole life, well all of my past events have led to me living a very isolated life. It is almost impossible for me to connect with “normal” people, my life and what i have been through is quite “alien” to them therefore i am not accepted.
I believe that both me and my partner have been activated a lot lately and remembered more of our souls own wisdom, these beings have chosen us as a experiment against our wills in this life.
They believe that they are helping us by making us evolve faster than other people in this life, by making us remember who we are in a successive manner by activating us and the knowledge stored in our consciousness.
They actually believe that they are doing a kind act, but it is actually quite selfish since this has caused both me and my partner a vast amount of suffering in this world, in my case i lost most of my will to even try having a “normal” life any longer.. I can´t get any friends in real life, trust anyone or being accepted by others all because of them. I do not wish to lay the blame on the ET´s since i know i have my own free-will as well, but being through what i have while trying to have a “normal” life is almost impossible.
“Enlightenment” In this life comes at the prize of loosing everything else.. I am afraid.
I don´t know if they are really “bad” but they have a agenda which we are part of unwillingly.
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“You are here to serve others, to be a light for them, to participate in their lessons and to help heal humanity. You are also here to serve yourself, to heal your karma, to enable your soul’s growth and reconnect to the Source. Your challenge is to find a balance between serving others and yourself so that you can accomplish the tasks that you established for yourself in this lifetime and even go beyond that. How you view your role in serving others is an important part of this process.”